Time takes us all, so why am I not just living for today?

Posted On December 31, 2008
Filed Under Events, Friends, Life, Me
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2008?
Best, and worst year of my life.
January - I let go of my trust, my rock and my soul.
February - 14 years.
March - A blur of a world I never want to go back to.
April - Mother’s month. He got ill.
May - I stopped. I don’t always succeed, but I tried damn hard.
June - I found life again.
July - I found love again.
August - Fucking amazing month. Only way to describe it. I felt so free.
September - Year 10, I was scared. I lost love, but gained friendship.
October - Birthdays and a lack of money. Hilarious.
November - Cold but amazing. I have so many photos.
December - The end of the year, it upset me so much but somehow it was still beautiful.
And 2009?
I’m expecting the worst.
I don’t want to loose the people who leave school in May. I know it’s something I can’t stop but still…it hurts.
I’m sorry to all the people I hurt, hit, abused, was vile too and to all the people I forgot mattered.
But I am so thankful for the people I loved this year.
So what if half of it was full of dark days and even darker nights? I know who matters now, and I have people to protect me from that.
Happy New Year, I hope next year you all find what I did this year.
xo

:P Optimistic.
Listening To The Ripper - The Used.
Watching Zip.

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